Fiona McCann
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ugh!
I canny find anyplace on the net that I feel entirely good about anymore. Maybe it's because the various places are associated with various people. :-p DUH! If it were not for the people, maybe everything would be all right. But then I would be blogging in a vacuum. Maybe that's the solution. Blog in a vacuum, read it yourself and forget about developing any kind of relationships because they only bring pain. The more intense and significant the relationship--the worse the pain. Why? Because people lie and tell you things you come to depend upon, and then, before you know what's happening, they run off and you are wondering what you did to deserve to be treated like a bag of garbage.  Of course, net life is like real life. You get led down the path in real life too, and the results are disastrous. Many times people think that real life supercedes anything virtual, but I am one to take my net relationships seriously, so when someone I like on the net, whom I THOUGHT was fond of me also, decides to jettison the connection without a backward glance after a couple years, I feel horrible. How do you all handle this? |
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9.5.08 17:35 |
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my head hurts
I was paddling about on the INTERWEBS and decided to row over here, and lo and behold I had a comment! It was from Pete (amillionpieces). You see, the last time I wandered over here was when I was fighting with my digital SO (significant other). I was despondent, depressed and anxious. I was resigned to a lingering loneliness and a virtual isolated existence. I was slinking back over here to have somewhere safe to be. But it didna last long. My SO and I always get back together, and especially now that I have finally learnt my lesson, which is to defer to him in every way possible so as not to annoy him as I do everybloodyone else. But anyway, today my head has kilt me all day long. I woke up this way. I have taken pain pill after pain pill, and I feel it has FED the pain rather than get rid of it. I long to just pass out, but it's difficult to lie down when your blood is doing a Niagra Falls impression in your ears. But anyway, I shall close this and see what has been going on over here this past week or so.  ♥ |
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22.5.08 22:12 |
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You can come out now!
If you will take a quick sprint over to Pete's blog, you can read about a book that sounds very interesting and thought provoking.  Yesterday I went over to user 'blackrat' because he was listed on the most read list, but what I found was a swan song in farewell to 20six. I was a bit put off. All of his arguments for leaving were familiar to me. I left 20six myself when it changed systems. I kept my old blog in storage, however, and even made a google search engine for the entries for everyone that were temporarily lost in the migration. I dunno how long ago I came back and worked at putting a new layout on my site. All my entries and archives were there. It looked nice. My computer just wasn't up to speed enough to handle the site. Now, however, I have the patience and the system to work with it, and I see a few people here I know, so I have decided to hang around and make a nuisance of myself. :-pI tried to persuade Steve from the old 'carnagevisors' site to come back for a visit, but he said no. He is sort of with me over at melodramatic.com. Steve was my best friend here. He still is one of my best friends. Aaaand, he has a beautiful cat!
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23.5.08 19:58 |
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